Posted: September 8, 2010 in Uncategorized

God said, “My Grace is sufficient.”

I managed to not miss this morning’s Epi live talk and was glad I attended. This is an extraordinarily slow day on the job, giving me the spare time to study. Just when I thought nobody gives a damn about me, it turned out that maybe it was I who needed to open up more to others and try to be more receptive.

If God punishes those who mistreat me, wouldn’t it have been better if He planned it in a way that they didn’t mistreat me, I didn’t (and don’t) have to live such a miserable life, and my tormentors wouldn’t have to incur the Wrath of the Most High? Why go through all the trouble? It just all seem so pointless…

If I had a choice, I’d rather be a blissful, ignorant fool than a tormented, miserable genius. But I guess that’s really not up to me to decide.


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